Emily
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Well when my parents sent me away 2 yrs ago, for my meth addiction, I couldn't do any drugs or cutting at west ridge, and I needed to hurt myself somehow. One girl had a bulemic problem and ive heard about anorexic and bulemic before. So i thought maybe that could work, I tried not eating and it felt really good( I have self image problems and I think i am bigger than anyone in this world) Sometimes the staf would watch you eat so I had to pretend to eat, but threw it up 10 minutes later. In a month I lost 30 lbs and Ive been home for 2 yrs but I can't eat without wanting to throw up or I do. It's like my body doesn't like food anymore. I never meant to get addicted to it but now I can't stop it. No matter how much wieght I lose, Im bigger than anyone around me! Now I have female problems from starving myself, and probably can't have a child now. And I still can't go eat a normal size dinner. If anyone knows how to stop this, and think there not fat. I would love to hear how you did it. Thanks
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